SICK!! Down with cramps earlier in the morning. decide against going to work in case it is some stupid stomach flu which can spread easily so went back to slp. woke up at 9am with terrible cramps that left me speechless. i can't even call out for help. ran all the way to the toilet and started vomiting. arggg!! i hate this feeling! can't walk properly too and can't sit nor lie down as the pain is terrible. my mum forced me to go see the doc so we slowly slowly walked to the clinic. luckily there is not many patients in the clinic and after 5 mins, i am able to see the doc. My Goodness, the doc started reminiscing about the past when he treated us with this disease and that disease and started going thru my family history with me. at that point of time, i am almost fainting with pain and he is happily remembering the past. After 5 mins of his speech, he seems to realise that i am in pain and thus ask me to lie on the bed and he started poking my tummy-ouch ouch ouch!!! then he gave me some strong painkiller to eat and tell me to go home and sleep. if pain still persist, go hospital for injection.. the painkiller is so strong that i can hardly see where am i going as my vision starts to blur and my head is very heavy. the min i step into the hse, i conked out at the sofa for 6 hours before i woke up to find some of the pain gone.

Whao.. the test that god wants all women to go through. i thought i could show god (just to spite) how well i can cope with cramps but i think god spite me in return by giving me more cramps. In the end, God still won as i took pills instead of bearing the pain. Stupid. i took the easy way out again-when can i learn to endure (but seriously, given this circumstances, i have to forgive myself). hee heee. Doc tell me not to eat so much painkiller as i might get addicted to it and will start popping them like nobody's business. thanks doc and thanks god, i am feeling much better now!!!